My life was meaningless. I didn’t care about the things that used to bring passion to my life. Picking up a phone to send a text felt like lifting a 50-pound weight. I thought I was weak and felt so much shame. Then I took a simple multiple choice test and discovered that it wasn’t normal to feel that way, I was suffering from major depression. This was actual physical damage in my brain. Then began the process of SSRIs, talk therapy, and everything I could find to try. I had some slight relief but mostly numbness. Then I saw a video about Ketamine treatment and decided to give trying one last go. Ketamine Wellness Centers was amazing. They responded right away to my email and made the process easy. I traveled to KWC for a week of four treatments. At first I felt very little but by the third treatment I realized that I felt okay. Just okay to be, and be alive. The week after the first series of treatments was one of the best in my life. Nothing special happened, I just wanted to live and breathe and smile. Now I feel like I used to feel. I look forward to the future. The things that I thought were problems weren’t. I believe that my brain was damaged from chronic stress and a poor diet. Now thanks to this treatment I have my old brain back. My deepest thanks to KWC and all of its wonderful staff.